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When I have time, I plan all this fun stuff, things go wrong.
When I don’t have time, all this fun stuff I’d want to go to is going on.
But if I go to it, I might fail a test or miss out on family time or other opportunities galsdkjfla;ksdf
There’s never a good time for anything.
I just want to be in multiple places at once.
Sorry this doesn’t explain anything.
But I know you all have been there—-Murphy’s law? and then just things not happening at the opportune time?
Life doesn’t suck—-it really doesn’t. But then stuff like this happens and you can’t help but think there is someone out there not wanting you to just be happy.
the cubicles at the library are the trees that fit my back perfectly
or it could be the fact that i needed to do this work because it’s due tomorrow……………
I’ve been soaking it all in for an hour while reading philosophy homework. I just realized now that I never once reached for my headphones to play any music, classical or not, because these noises don’t distract me. The only thing that distracts is silence. Dead, deafening silence. It permeates my brain and creates a void in it. A void that I find needs to be filled with thoughts and worries and problems and ideas and lists and my own songs—-distractions. But, the sound of the outdoors reassures my mind that everyone is distracted with their own worlds…and somehow that allows me to be focused on my own?
I don’t know. It really doesn’t make sense. I just can’t stand the silence of my dorm.